The doctor didn't use words like 'cured' or 'remission' or even 'done' - those words being clinical terms for being out of the woods for a clinically significant period. He did indicate that I'm no longer showing evidence of cancer. So if I'm not out of the woods, I am well away from the bear that lives in those woods and was threatening to rip me to shreds.
So, what is next? Well, next I'll thank God for saving me from a particularly untimely demise. I'll thank you all for reading this blog and offering your prayers and good wishes. I'll then write some cards and emails to thank so many of you who have helped and supported me and my family through this difficult time. I can't express in words how greatful we are for your friendship, understanding and love.
In a couple of weeks, Jane and I will meet with an oncologist at MCV who specializes in more advanced cancer treatment procedures. We'll discuss what my likelihood of recurence is and whether I may be a candidate for therapies that could reduce that chance. My oncologist noted today that my stage at the initial treatment was IV-b, ('the end of the line' as he put it). This high staging level increases my likelihood of recurence. And trust me, I want to mitigate any risk of having cancer again - so I have a few more miles to go in this race. But for now - I'm well ahead of the other runner, and I feel secure that the finish line isn't far away.
Just know - this isn't a "conclusion" entry in this blog. I have more to go through, and some of that may be unpleasant. But for now, I feel much more like my old self than I have since early this year. I'm happy to be alive and on the road to recovery.